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I do not understand the rioting for free birth control.  I do back the movement and think it would be beneficial, but I also think there is a bizarre sense of entitlement for a product that is not necessary to live.  People act like they are being oppressed by having to pay for their own birth control when those with cancer can't afford treatment that will save their lives, and it is kind of upsetting to me.  It would make more sense to offer free food first.  Unless you are the victim of rape, it is your choice to have sex.  People with debilitating cramps, well...I do not wish to sound insensitive, but if others with chronic diseases are not allowed free medicine, why should they be gifted with such?

I am not against free medicine of any kind, but the way some people act bothers me.

9th-Jul-2011 11:41 am - Is This Even Possible?
nerdom, sam & max
I'm on an eternal quest to return to my high school weight because I always felt most comfortable at that point.  I've been doing well lately watching that I don't overindulge and have lost 3 lbs so far.  Now it's been 5 days and every day I've weighed the exact same, down to the ounce.  How is that possible?  The ounce?  I know there are periods of plateau and frustration but this just seems unbelievable.

Anyway, I feel I've been distant lately keeping up with everyone and I'm sorry if it seems that way.  I've been working some and traveling and dealing with weddings and funerals and my brain is not entirely into life some days. 

I'm leaving again on the 14th to go to D.C. with my cousin and I'm super excited.  It's one of the places I want to visit most.  I love history and museums and monuments and my camera will probably overheat from my unbriddled joy.  We're also going to visit D.C. Cupcakes from that reality show on TLC and do a wine tasting.  Pretty much everything I made this last job is going to be thrown away on this trip, but I'd rather struggle for a bit than pass up an opportunity.  This is maybe paranoid of me, but I want to visit these places now in case they're ever the victim of attack.  That's the kind of stuff I feel I have to consider.  I dunno, guise.
30th-Jun-2011 01:59 am - Final Decisionsssss
I've been holding onto my old websites forever...and I think it's finally time to say goodbye.  The content is so old and I've moved on and will never revamp it.  I'm going to devote my domain to my work portfolio (maybe keep Cometa, though I'm undecided), and open a site to house my original fiction.

I already paid to keep the domain for another 2 years so I have to use it for something.  :3
19th-May-2011 02:56 am - Let's See
Been up to a lot of nothing, I guess.  Nothing new.  Have a ton of weddings and various showers this year, which is highly unusual but gives me something to do.  Pinching my pennies at the moment.  Still don't care enough to pursue a real job.  At first it was nerves and the nerves are still there, but now I truly feel like I don't care.  I don't want a job or a house or anything.  They're things I need and I'll have to acquire regardless, but they mean nothing to me.  I'm having a really bad time pushing myself.  Why am I like this.

I'm finally at the point where I would be unhappy if I died alone with a terrible job, but I could accept it.  I may never feel motivated and I may never realize what I want to do forever.  I feel like I just have to accept mediocrity now.  Just be accepting and not let it get to me.

The only thing I really want is a boyfriend, which is some high school-like dream, but whatever.  I miss human contact.  I like when there's someone to learn from and someone to motivate me.  I miss it.  I know in this day and age I'm supposed to be thrilled to be single and independent, but I'm not.  I served my time, I think, and it was good to have a period to myself and get over things but now I'm bored and lonely.  Still don't know where to meet guys.  The good ones never approach me and I find it a turn off if I have to take charge and go after them.  Maybe I just have to get over that, I don't know.  I'm old fashioned in that sense.  I want to be treated well but I still expect the guy to man up and take charge and just be hairy and manly.  Kill bugs, defend me from hobos, that sort of thing.  I don't care to wear those pants.  Not really going anywhere with this.  I should be asleep.
27th-Mar-2011 01:31 pm - They're Cute Little Robots!
johnny weir
Seeing this hot bitch tonight in Real 3D.  And yes, I expect a lot out of that baby.

In memory of Vancouver 2010:

12th-Mar-2011 04:48 pm - wtf, LiveJournal
amusement, cake, wtf
I haven't received any email updates in a long time, despite having that option checked in my settings.  I've apparently missed a lot of your replies and journal updates, etc.  Gotta keep abreast of updates manually, I suppose.  Just so you know I'm not ignoring you...and I'm not dead.  :|
9th-Mar-2011 11:35 am - Musicsplosion: Germany
nerdom, sam & max
In the words of Ludwig: "Ach! Mein Deutschballs!"
Mach schnell!Collapse )
2nd-Mar-2011 05:23 pm - Top 25
johnny weir
Your Top 25 Most Played songs.  Do it.  Mine is pretty eclectic...and foreign.  I'm kind of surprised to see some of these on here when I haven't listened to them in a while. 

1st-Mar-2011 10:57 pm - I'm Going to Europe!
wat, hetalia

....In a year!  Which means there is a great possibility it will not happen!  My family is making plans with a couple we know to visit Germany, France, and Spain in summer of 2012.  I've always wanted to go to Europe but I have a lot of reservations about the language barrier and the fact I am automatically hated for being American and whathaveyou.  Truthfully, I don't care to go to France.  I spoke French in Quebec and people were still rude to me, and at the time my French was pretty good.  I think people in the countryside are a lot nicer but that's probably not where we'll be.  I don't trust my parents around foreigners, either.  They are totally normal, respectable people, but when there is an out-of-towner it's like they go insane and it's all very embarrassing. 

Not sure I can stand being around my parents 24/7 for a month straight, not to mention I won't have internet, and my dad snores so loudly I will literally not sleep for 4 weeks.  I can't really afford to go with friends, however, and 98% of my friends will never poney up the money to go anyway, so I guess this is my only chance.

....God, I think I'm starting to dread this trip.
13th-Feb-2011 04:40 pm - I Don't Get It
nerdom, sam & max
I saw a handsome guy for the first time in two years at a bar yesterday.  Had no reason to talk to him.
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