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Emi
03 February 2010 @ 04:58 pm

Setlist (not in order and not capitalized because I'm lazy?):

dirty desire
simple and clean
sanctuary/passion
the bitter end (placebo cover)
on and on
first love
devil inside
you make me want to be a man
sakura drops
come back to me
stay gold
apple and cinnamon
this one (crying like a child)
me muero
automatic
time will tell
kremlin dusk
can you keep a secret?
merry xmas mr. lawrence
poppin'

That's what I remember.  It was definitely the most satisfying concert I've been to.  A DJ played for 2 hours as the opener (not sure why he needed 2 hours) but Utada also played for 2 hours and she talked to the crowd quite a bit.  I was disappointed there was nothing to buy but if she's only doing 5(?) venues on the tour then it makes sense.  No pictures either, [info]vespawoman.  :\  Security was standing pretty close to me, but they would have come out crappy anyway since I could barely see.  I am too short for concerts.

I thought Hikki was very pretty in person and all the pictures I've seen of her really don't do her justice.  Her voice was also more feminine than I've heard in interviews and such, so it was unexpected.  They did a great job with the mixing of her songs and made them a lot richer and more like rock songs.  I wish there was a CD like that.


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Emi
31 January 2010 @ 01:51 am

One last post before I ride off into the ice cold sunset.

New Years' Resolutions....  I've kept one of them.  Which is one more than I have kept in the past.  I haven't given up the others yet, I just need to kick my ass into gear.

I've been doing well with exercising, keeping (mostly) on track with the Wii Fit.  I'm 2 days short of completing the 30 Day Challenge, but I think I'm going to rewind the Wii's clock when I get home so I can finish.  I can tell a difference in my muscles and I lost 3lbs, so I am proud of my new eating and exercise habits.  If I do this all year I will be the next Strongwoman.  Haha...not really.

Today was nicht so gut.  I skipped the exercise and most of my meals consisted of key lime pie because...key lime pie.  At one point I was going to make a salad but couldn't find the lettuce, so I ate an eclair instead.  (What's that, Life?  I win?)  It's not something I would normally do, but since I am thinking I will be eating little this week and walking a lot, I made an exception.

I went to the eye doctor a couple days ago for a new prescription.  I asked for a free pair of contacts while I was there since I'd been wearing mine for 9 months.  The nurse gave me a different prescription than the doctor wrote for me, something a lot stronger.  They aren't completely sharp so now I don't know if these are too strong or if the doctor's prescription is going to be way too weak.  wtf.

Okay kids, I will see you in a week.  I'll be back in time to clean my house for our Super Bowl party.  Hot damn.


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Emi
23 January 2010 @ 09:04 pm

I bit the bullet faster than I intended thanks to my dad.  He invited me to go out today and find a new computer.  I originally tried to bargain with my parents and asked them to split the cost for my birthday (in March...) but they said no.  A day later my dad says yes, so here I am with a shiny new computer.  He can't stay away from technology and neither can I.  He instilled within me this expensive habit.  I ended up spending as much as I thought I would except now I got something twice as good.  I won't be fully satisfied until I have all my files back and get another external to use soley for back up.

I waited too long to purchase bus tickets to Chicago and they doubled in price.  Between that and selling my soul for a new computer I'm kind of frustrated.  I could have eaten for a few days had I saved that bus money.  I'm actually pretty stingy with money and only spend it when there's something I really want or if I absolutely have to, so unexpected expenses tend to irritate me more than they should.  I tell myself if I hadn't been stingy then my bank account would be a lot emptier than it is.  I guess I did a good job then.  >_o

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Emi
22 January 2010 @ 07:04 pm
...Even though you hate me, technology.  You hate me a lot.

My computer gave up the ghost a couple days ago.  It won't turn on so I am thinking the power source went out and hopefully my hard drive is okay.  It wasn't acting up at all so that's all I can figure.  It's old enough where I can't update one thing without having to update everything else so I don't think I'm going to try to fix it.  I'm not exactly budgeted for a new computer, though.  Technically I could afford one, but God it hurts so bad.  I was expecting to pay $300 for a tower but now it's looking like $500-700 for something low end or medium.  Is this 1989?

If I'm going to spend a lot of money I'd rather get something up to date and have it last longer.  If I buy something low-end then even if I upgrade later it won't be as good as something more expensive that can also be upgraded.  What I really want is a nice graphics card, but I know nothing about them.  Every computer I showed people they told me the card was awful.  I don't want a behemoth, I just want to do video editing and play The Sims 3.  Apparently they weren't even good enough for that.

I have my laptop for the time being, but laptops are to glasses as desktops are to contacts.  I feel like I'm half blind working on this thing.  I haven't decided yet if I should wait indefinitely to buy a new PC or buy one ASAP.  Does it matter if in the end I'm spending the same amount of money?  Maybe I should bite the bullet now and only suffer a little.

I discovered yesterday RE5: Gold.  Luckily all the updates will also be downloadable.  (It took them long enough to offer any new content.  Now if they'd only do that for DMC4.)  The best addition has to be Chris' new Raider/BDSM costume.  Really, wtf.  I thought the zebra one was special.  I never played much of Mercenaries because time trials stress me out, but they're adding 8 new characters, which makes me assume Leon and Claire will make an appearance.  That would convince me to play.
 
 
Emi
01 January 2010 @ 05:05 pm
Happy New Year, folks.  I hope 2010 finds you happy and well.  If you made a resolution, I hope you keep it!  (At least for a while, right?  :P)  I made a lot of resolutions, but I'm going to have to make out a schedule if I want to follow them all.

I don't normally do much for New Year's (champagne at home is the extent of it).  This year I went with some of my family to the movies to see "The Blind Side" and then, since all the restaurants were closed, we went back to my aunt and uncle's house for pizza and to watch the ball drop.  It was nice.  I'm not one for parties at bars or anything like that.

My most threatening resolution this year is to eat better and exercise more.  I accomplished that today, which means only 364 more days to go.  Other than that, I think 2010 is going to be about the same level of uncool that was 2009.  I don't really expect much.  I'm just keeping to myself with very little to look forward to.  I have the Olympics in February, A-Kon in June, and a trip to the East Coast sometime in the summer.  That's the extent of it at this point.
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Emi
29 December 2009 @ 01:26 am
Since I can remember, I've suffered from visual snow, which is similar to applying the Photoshop grain effect on everything you see.  I never thought it was weird until people told me it was.  After finding out the term for it and reading the article, it's a tad unsettling.  I don't really think I have any neurological problems or the like, but there's always the possibility, which bothers me.  I read a few things online about other people who have this condition and they all said the doctor either didn't believe them or ordered a bunch of tests that came back normal and they were never treated for anything. 

I have an appointment with the optometrist in January to get my contact prescription renewed, so I will probably mention the visual snow.  I'd like to know that my vision is safe, aside from the spots I see, but I don't want a lot of crazy ass tests because I don't think they'd find anything.

My main issue is that the world is a lot clearer than I thought and I'm disappointed I'll never see it that way.  I've also been thinking about the grain more often, so I focus on it more.  By focusing on it more, it makes me feel like it's getting worse and then I worry about that.

Where are my cyber eyes?
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Emi
14 December 2009 @ 01:04 pm
I think everyone should share with me their favorite songs, artists, and albums that get them into the Christmas mood.

I don't think it's Christmas without the depressing Charlie Brown Christmas album. It reminds me of childhood and simpler times and is humbling in many ways. It does make me sad, but that's because it reminds me of such good things.

I don't have a specific album I like to listen to otherwise. I've been trying to find the ultimate renditions of some of my favorite songs. Here are a few of my findings:

- Carol of the Bells: A completely epic song for the holidays. Unfortunately, my favorite version remains the one used in Home Alone. I enjoy a version by Celtic Woman that features a violin prominently, but they don't sing my favorite part so it's a bit maddening. I've heard a few metal/rock versions but they end up sounding more 80's than epic.

- Little Drummer Boy: Currently, the best version I've found is by 98°. It's low-key with some nice harmonizing while others I've heard have been over-the-top Christmas kitsch.

- Breath of Heaven (Mary's Song): I haven't heard many versions that deviated from the original, so we'll stick with Amy Grant. I think the subject is unique and it's a pretty song. You need to make an amazing song to have me accept it into Christmas canon.

- Happy Xmas (War is Over): This song reminds me of nuclear winter. I apparently enjoy being depressed during the holidays. I like one done by Pop Idol 12 (I will assume that is a contest show), which I found completely randomly. It's a straight forward cover, but it has a lot of energy and it's nice.

- O Holy Night: Not actually one of my favorite Christmas songs (I'm tired of the ones that have been overdone), but I love Celine Dion's version. She has a powerful voice that brings more emotion to the song. It sounds like a traditional carol rather than something meant to be sung by children.

- We Three Kings: No luck in finding this song anywhere yet. I am disappoint.


I've only gone through a handful of each of these songs, so if anyone has suggestions, please suggest.

 
 
Emi
03 December 2009 @ 01:20 am
In an effort to motivate myself, I have decided to practice drawing every day and then compile my doodles at the end of each month so I can see my progress. For extra incentive, I will post this so you can all see my failure. I hope that encourages me to work hard so I'm not embarrassing myself.

My main focus is learning how to draw people since that's what I'm most interested in. This first month might be a bunch of faces until I get comfortable with different angles and start developing a style I actually like.

I started buying Christmas presents after Thanksgiving (for me this means ordering online). Eh...I hope everything gets here in time. I think I started a bit late.

I'm going to start making cookies, tortes, strudel, etc. (it is going to take 5 years) on Saturday. I want to learn all my grandma's recipes, so I'm going to be cooking with her, my cousin, and my mom. It should be a good time, though I am kind of impatient and I know I will be baking all day to make one batch of cookies. It's not Christmas at my house without cookies, tortes, and veal soup. GOD IT'S SO GOOD.
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Emi
17 November 2009 @ 05:43 pm
I AM A BITTER OLD WOMAN. D:

I need to start honing my skills in all the things I've always wanted to be skillful at. I have no wants or goals at the moment and it is not good. I can't get myself to do anything and when I see other people living their lives or moving on, it...I don't know. Upsets me and makes me jealous, I guess. Not that I don't want them to be happy, but it's depressing that I don't have that, or I'm not allowed to come along for the ride. I need something to strive for so I feel better about myself, as if I have a purpose.

How do I make myself do things? This is my entire problem with life.
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Emi
23 October 2009 @ 12:47 am
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My excitement for the year will be receiving Windows 7 tomorrow.  Of course, my PC originally came with XP, which means if I need to reformat I will have to install 3 OS's since my copies of Vista and 7 are only upgrades and not the full packages.  >_>  I don't want to do a fresh install but I know I should.  I expect to get the package around 4 p.m. and finish installing around 7...

Not much has been going on aside from work and me time.  I am enjoying my me time because I have been able to entertain myself which means I am engaging in activities that actually make me happy.  I hate not looking forward to anything or having nothing to obsess over.  At the same time I'm kind of in limbo and don't know what to do with myself.  I know this because I have started to eat when I'm not hungry again.  I think I'm going to have one last hurrah tonight and finish off this spinach and feta pizza.  Tomorrow I become smart again.

Does anyone have Halloween plans?  I'd love an excuse to dress up, but the ball is never in my field.

P.S. I have been semi-disappointed with several new music albums.  Why do you want to see me sad, guys?  I only waited 5 years for your new albums.
 
 
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Emi
18 October 2009 @ 02:49 pm
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I got a letter telling me about loans I didn't know I took out.  Another good day.
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Emi
20 September 2009 @ 04:37 pm
I've had a temperature of around 99.6 for the past 2 weeks.  My normal temperature is only around 97.8 (definitely below normal).  I have chills and a bit of light-headedness.  Other than that I feel fine; no sore throat, headache, anything.  Do I have some low grade sickness?  I've never had a temperature up like that for so long.  I tried searching for things online but everything that comes up is about hardcore diseases I'm going to assume I don't have.  Maybe my body is fighting the flu?
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Emi
18 September 2009 @ 08:47 am
I've had a horrible sleep schedule this entire week.  I've been taking naps at night (yes, I am amazing) and setting my alarm for the morning.  I haven't set an alarm since I graduated.  :(  My time has been consumed by all those little coding problems, and researching and implementing solutions takes a lot longer than it should.  I spent at least 2 days going through Flash tutorials because I couldn't get a skin to show.  In the end I discovered for myself all I needed to do was make the stage bigger.  ~_~  Bacon eyes for you, [info]nofaythe!

I actually paid attention to "Batman: The Brave and the Bold" this morning and it is pretty good.  After "The Batman" I was skeptical of anything new they were doing.  I always wished they'd do another Batman series like the one from the 90's, but even darker with crisp, mature animation.  BBB (amirite?) is refreshing though.  The humor was actually funny instead of groan-worthy.  I accept it.

I'm looking forward to Sunday because I am crashing Oktoberfest.  Despite being German and having lived here for 23 years, I have never attended this event.  I do not know how that happened.  I hope it is as spectacular as I see in my mind's eye.
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Emi
08 September 2009 @ 04:29 pm
My grandmother gave me "the rest" of my Christmas money for this year (she literally finishes buying presents in February then gives everyone cash as the 2nd part of their gifts).  I went this weekend for Labor Day sales and blew it on a few expensive items I wouldn't normally buy for myself.  I wish it would have gone farther but I wanted to get things I really wanted rather than settle for something because it was cheaper.

This is my new favorite necklace.  I got these earrings but in gold with amber gems.  I also bought my first pair of nice boots, which will look great with some of my sweater dresses and skirts this winter. (That picture is awful, btw.  The shoe is smooth leather, not a pixelated mess.)  I was never that concerned about having a shoe collection until recently.  Now I'd like to have one but shoes are too expensive.  :(

I've always liked tall boots and thigh-high socks and such, but don't know how to wear them without looking...trashy.  Does anyone know any styles I might be able to emulate?
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Emi
28 August 2009 @ 10:26 pm
I let all my work for this week pile up into tonight.  I will never learn.

A few of my friends and I started preparing to play a Dungeons and Dragons game.  Some have had experience in it before but it's going to be slow starting for the most part.  I've never played so it's a bit overwhelming, but I think it's going to be great.  I created a gnome wizard named Wonton the Wanton.  I'm determined to illusion or invent actual wontons in the story, but the DM keeps threatening me with death.  There will be mutiny if he kills me, so he can try.  :P

We're going to try to get together every Wednesday from now on.  I feel like I am reaching a whole new level of nerdom lately with D&D and cosplay.  It was only a matter of time, really.
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Emi
27 August 2009 @ 04:03 pm
Does anyone get spam containing pieces of literature?  I find myself actually reading the stories.  I have no idea if they're from actual books or not.  This is a snippet from one I got today:

There Catalina was noisily distilling an aroma from
goat liver and onions. The entrails she threaded on little sticks and
broiled them to a delicate brown over the coals, while the head she
placed whole in the oven. Later this was cracked open and the brains
taken out with a spoon, piping hot and very savoury. These viands were
supplemented by a pan of large pale biscuits, and a big tin pot of
coffee.

At the bottom of the email is an ad for Viagra.  :\
 
 
Emi
23 August 2009 @ 11:09 am
Good news for once, guise.  I will have gone to 3 parties within the last 3 days.  Fun times!

Everyone's relatives are out of town so we've been borrowing their houses.  Two of my friends hosted parties this week and it was a great time.  Everyone lives at home or in an apartment, so it was nice to be loud and not worry about anything.  I spent a lot of time playing SSBB and some card games with large groups of people.  There's nothing better.

Today I'm going to a going away party for my cousin who is entering the priesthood.  (Or priest school or whatever he has to go through for 10 years before they decide he's good to go.)  I think he'll make a great priest and I'm happy for him.  I believe he's becoming a Jesuit priest, who are more focused on intellectual pursuits.  Truthfully, I was excited that he would be able to reside over my wedding, but if it really takes 10 years, I might hope for baptizing my child.  At least I hope it doesn't take 10 years for me to marry.  ._.

I got my wig yesterday for Hilde.  It's a nice color and a perfect length so I think it'll work well.  I'll take some pics once I get it styled.  At the moment, I'm thinking of going simple and leaving it straight like it's supposed to be.  I think I'd rather practice messing around on a cheaper wig before I start knotting this one.
 
 
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Emi
20 August 2009 @ 01:26 am
I'm always surprised at how accurate these things are.  I have to admit some of it was scary.

Taken from [info]nofaythe 

Pisces Strength Keywords:

- Compassionate
- Adaptable
- Accepting
- Devoted
- Imaginative

Pisces Weakness Keywords:

- Oversensitive
- Indecisive
- Self-pitying
- Lazy
- Escapist

Pisces and Independence:

Pisces needs a dominant partner of role model in their life or they will very easily fall into a pit of self-pity and self-undoing. When they are independent and inspired by life's events, their creativity comes shining through but they are unable to be on their own for long before they start dreaming in their imaginary world of happy people and happy endings. They need other people to keep them grounded and on the right track.

I'm pretty sure this world will never make me happy.  I'm always thinking about somewhere else.

Pisces and Friendship:

Pisces will go out of their way to help a friend. They are extremely sensitive and loyal. They will take a friend's problem and make it their own and suffer with them. This is the weak spot of Pisces but any friend of this zodiac sign should know that although they are attracted to people with severe problems who desperately need help, this actually does more harm them good. Even though Pisces will offer to make everything right, do not allow them to take on all your problems because they will lose their identity in your situation. They need a strong positive friend to make them strong. Pisces like adventure, new situation and social events. A Pisces friend will always have something exciting in mind and it is a very fulfilling, long lasting friendship.

I'm sensitive to people's feelings, but try to be the positive one.  I still get caught up in my own problems by knowing the logical answer yet am held back by emotions.

Pisces and Business:
Pisces does not take well to a position of leadership or high business person, they are too sensitive and lacking in self-discipline and lacking self-confidence for a positions such as that. What they are good at is is writing, acting, poetry, or being musicians. Pisces are excellent at anything that tugs at the heart strings and mystical/spiritual. They are extremely creative and can use their skills of creativity and their understanding of people to inspire others. Unfortunately, most Pisces take the easy way out in life and never attain the degree of fame that they possibly could, they have to stop self-doubting themselves because they are capable of being good role models and leaders to others, people do look up to them.

This one kind of hurt.  I do think I'm wasting my life with my inhibitions.  I would love to write a novel or make a film. 


Pisces and Temperament:

The Pisces personality is hard to pin down, it is very mysterious and elusive. Pisces are molded by their surroundings, they incorporate their experiences and surroundings into themselves. They have extreme compassion and they feel the pain of others. If something is wrong in the world that affects them, it affects them deeply, they take it to heart and feel extreme feelings regarding the matter. When they are happy, they are extremely happy and when they are sad, they are extremely depressed.
 

Pisces Deep Inside:

Pisces have an intuitive and psychic ability more then any other zodiac signs. They trust their gut feelings and if they do not, they quickly learn to because they realize that their hunches are usually correct. Pisces downfall is their sensitivity and their inability to reject another person. They do not like rejection and they try to treat others the way they want to be treated so they will rarely say no to a person for fear of hurting their feelings. They will help another person with their problems and like to do so because making others feel good in turn makes them feel good. Pisces is the zodiac sign of self-undoing. People born under this zodiac sign are not susceptible to bad luck and unfortunate events, they bring them on themselves by overindulging, laziness and a knack for picking poorly suited partners and friends. They want people in their life who stir their emotions because this helps them to practice emotional stability. The inner conflict of Pisces is extremes of temperament and conflicting emotions. They are trying to pinpoint themselves on the real world while their spiritual world can cloud their vision, they will try to escape or avoid a situation instead of confronting it. Pisces eternal struggle is to learn to use their powers and their imagination in a positive, productive way and vying for emotional stability by not giving away their emotions to everyone else, they need to help themselves.

Uh, yes yes yes.



Pisces in a Nutshell:

Pisces is the sign of mysticism, mystery and the spiritual unknown. Pisces live in two worlds, the real world and the spiritual or mystical world where they interpret what they see into what they want. They do this to avoid all the realities of pain and suffering in the world. They have extremes of emotions and feel both good and bad intensively. Pisces have formidable intuitive ability. Most Pisces are somehow involved with occult or spiritualism. Pisces are very good at understanding people for they have the ability to delve into the psyche and see behind a person's motivations. Pisces are prone to drug addiction and indulging lifestyles because of their eternal search for themselves and their fear of confrontation and having to change a situation, also they justify drug use by allowing it to get closer with their 'spiritual selves'. Once they aware this is why they are doing it, it will be easier to kick the habit. Pisces are not the pushovers that they may seem, in fact they have strength of character and will stand up for what they believe in and and they can do hard work for something they believe in. They can be very lazy but only in matters that they do not care about. Pisces is the most sensitive of all zodiac signs.

If I became addicted to anything, it would be food.  @_@  One of the reasons I like writing is because I enjoy picking people apart.  I think I do well sensing things.



What it's Like to Date a Pisces Woman:

Pisces women are very captivating and fascinating. She makes a man feel like a man because of her need for a protector and leader. She is charming, soft and feminine. The ultimate enchantress. She can see right through a man and she is not easy to fool, so any man better be straight with her and not lead her on, because instead of confronting him, she will simply disappear. She needs to nurture and will give the man orders, but only for his own good. She will make sure he is eating properly and getting enough sleep, sort of like a mother nurturing a child. What she needs in return is a man to protect and cherish her, make her feel like she is needed and loved. She might almost be clingy and dependent but never overbearingly. Her partner will become of better half. She needs patience and sympathy and you have to be gentle with her. Don't poke fun or tease and definitely do not reject her harshly because she can't stand rejection. She is extremely romantic and will lose herself in the relationship. The Pisces woman is the ultra feminine nurturer, the ideal woman for the right man.

The second sentence is very true.  I don't want someone to control me, but leader and protector are sexy, manly qualities to me.   Downfall would be knowing something is wrong and never confronting it, or not pushing the issue enough to where I'd get a truthful answer. 


How to Attract Pisces:

Talk about spirituality, the occult, astrology, anything that is out of reach of the real world. They will easily get lost in a good conversation. Although they are attracted to people with severe problems who desperately need help, this actually does more harm them good. Even though Pisces will offer to make everything right, do not allow them to take on all your problems because they will lose their identity in your situation. They need a strong positive partner to make them strong. Pisces like adventure, new situation and social events and will be up to doing almost anything that you suggest. Make them laugh, they are usually melancholy and will be impressed if someone has the ability to make them laugh. They are not very conservative people so do not be afraid to talk about unconventional or strange things and tell them odd jokes, they will be impressed by that. They are suckers for flattery give them compliments and tell them in a roundabout way that you admire them. Be sensitive, generous and gentle, make them feel comfortable with you and make them feel good about themselves and all will be smooth sailing!

Someone who wanted to date me could do pretty well sticking to this.  I don't go looking for people with issues, however.  I like strange things and odd jokes...you all know that.  I don't think I'm melancholy.  I can shoot odd jokes back at you.  Strangely, I do like roundabout compliments more than the straightforward ones but that might be due to embarrassment.



Pisces Erogenous Zone:

The feet are the most sensitive spot for Pisces. Massaging the feet and sucking on toes are usually Pisces favorite and will get them steamed up and ready for action.

NO NO NO!  D:



Sex With Pisces:

Sex with Pisces is an emotional and physical experience, and if you allow it, it will be a spiritual experience as well. Pisces are very good at, and love role play. Acting fully in their roles. They like to seduce. Role play that you are in an old fashioned brothel and get them to seduce you, they love erotic games for they are able to get completely involved and lose themselves in the erotic play. Pisces likes risque encounters and offbeat activities. A very fun partner for those who like different encounters and physical sex.

Ahh....nosebleed.
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Emi
11 August 2009 @ 04:49 pm

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Emi
07 August 2009 @ 04:04 pm
Bach  
I am back from Michigan and had a delightful time.  The trip was spent indulging in wine, chocolates, and the beach - all one really needs.  :)

I'm not really sure what's wrong with me lately because I can't shake this nervous, stressful feeling.  There are things that stress me out but to feel like this constantly is a bit ridiculous.  I guess my problems are always in the back of my mind; I don't know.  It's getting old.  I'm having trouble enjoying myself and letting my mind clear.  I get upset by things before they happen or I imagine them to be much worse than what they are.  I'm going to drive myself crazy.  o_O

My friends and I are going to G.I. Joe tonight so that should be an experience.  I expect to be entertained whether the movie is truly good or not.
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